Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Streams in the Desert from August 19



As sorrowful, yet always rejoicing (2 Corinthians 6:10).
Sorrow was beautiful, but her beauty was the beauty of the moonlight shining through the leafy branches of the trees in the wood, and making little pools of silver here and there on the soft green moss below. When Sorrow sang, her notes were like the low sweet call of the nightingale, and in her eyes was the unexpectant gaze of one who has ceased to look for coming gladness. She could weep in tender sympathy with those who weep, but to rejoice with those who rejoice was unknown to her.

Joy was beautiful, too, but his was the radiant beauty of the summer morning. His eyes still held the glad laughter of childhood, and his hair had the glint of the sunshine's kiss. When Joy sang his voice soared upward as the lark's, and his step was the step of a conqueror who has never known defeat. He could rejoice with all who rejoice, but to weep with those who weep was unknown to him.

"But we can never be united," said Sorrow wistfully.
"No, never." And Joy's eyes shadowed as he spoke. "My path lies through the sunlit meadows, the sweetest roses bloom for my gathering, and the blackbirds and thrushes await my coming to pour forth their most joyous lays."

"My path," said Sorrow, turning slowly away, "leads through the darkening woods, with moon-flowers only shall my hands be filled. Yet the sweetest of all earth-songs--the love song of the night--shall be mine; farewell, Joy, farewell."

Even as she spoke they became conscious of a form standing beside them; dimly seen, but of a Kingly Presence, and a great and holy awe stole over them as they sank on their knees before Him.

"I see Him as the King of Joy," whispered Sorrow, "for on His Head are many crowns, and the nailprints in His hands and feet are the scars of a great victory. Before Him all my sorrow is melting away into deathless love and gladness, and I give myself to Him forever."

"Nay, Sorrow," said Joy softly, "but I see Him as the King of Sorrow, and the crown on His head is a crown of thorns, and the nailprints in His hands and feet are the scars of a great agony. I, too, give myself to Him forever, for sorrow with Him must be sweeter than any joy that I have known."

"Then we are one in Him," they cried in gladness, "for none but He could unite Joy and Sorrow."

Hand in hand they passed out into the world to follow Him through storm and sunshine, in the bleakness of winter cold and the warmth of summer gladness, "as sorrowful yet always rejoicing."


Should Sorrow lay her hand upon thy shoulder,
And walk with thee in silence on life's way,
While Joy, thy bright companion once, grown colder,
Becomes to thee more distant day by day?
Shrink not from the companionship of Sorrow,
She is the messenger of God to thee;
And thou wilt thank Him in His great tomorrow
For what thou knowest not now, thou then shalt see;
She is God's angel, clad in weeds of night,
With 'whom we walk by faith and not by sight.'



Thursday, July 14, 2016

The Story Behind My Tattoo: Guest Post by Sarah Krueger

picture by permission from Sarah Krueger

A Guest Post: The Story Behind My Tattoo by Sarah Krueger.

"For the many times I've wanted to end my life and chose to continue it instead..."
"I've dealt with depression for much of my life. I was first diagnosed when I was 13, but dealt with it long before my official diagnoses; just like a lot of us do until we can find proper treatment and a doctor to diagnose us right.

After the birth of my daughter was when I had gotten the diagnoses of bipolar depression. Let me just say, it is not something fun to try and live with and the ones who have been able to watch my journey know that. I was not only diagnosed with bipolar depression but I had also received 12 electro shock treatments (ECT), due to postpartum depression; and if I can help prevent someone from having to walk the same journey I have it is beyond worth it!

We all have something that serves as a reminder and helps pull us through. 2 Corinthians 4:6-9 is my reminder that whatever life may throw at me light will always shine out of the darkness and I will not be beaten!! It helps take me back to the beginning from when I tried taking my own life and the start of the second chance at life I had been given!

For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of God’s glory displayed in the face of Christ.
But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed." 2 Corinthians 4:6-9

At the age of 17, I tried ending my own life. I had taken 46 pills in hopes of never waking up in the morning, but instead I got a hospital stay in the ICU and a second chance at life. You see, I didn't fail at trying to end my own life like too many tell themselves, "I can't even kill myself right .." and fill in the blank for whatever else lie we my tell ourselves. I didn't fail. I succeeded at giving myself a second chance a life. Better yet, I succeeded at allowing God to give me a second chance at life. God gets all the glory in this story!!

I remember that night all too well. I remember the pain of wanting to down the pills, to actually downing the pills, and closing my eyes for the last time but, most of all, I remember the victory won that day!!

The semi colon is a reminder of that. Where the enemy once tried putting a period, Christ gave me life!

God made a STRONG warrior out of me and you may call me passionate, but look at my role model!! Why wouldn't I want to share in my victory!!
I may still deal with depression from time to time, but while I may be struck down I am not destroyed!!"

Thank you for sharing your story Sarah Krueger !!
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